Hey dnt take t power of failuer so seriously, its just a positive thinking in a bad state, always be positive, now I'm 3 film old in such a short time, just completed All The Best, all those songs n t filmy bollywoodish act, I'm loving it, I'm sure u will too...
My b day just happened on 26th and tht was my last day of JAIL too... Its amazing how I was on bhandarkar sets of fashion last year and this year too on same director JAIL sets, feels nice, Journey looks really long as we'll as long way to go ahead, we had so much fun on the last day of JAIL, that day I cut many cakes, had a small party, my 1st friends in the industry madhur sir n sweet priyanka chopra celebrated my bday wth me second time in a row, really sweet of both of them, we all enjoyed, media wrote anythg, I thk its a baggage comes wth stardom, now I'm writing to u from mauritus, I m here for my next project which is a horror flick and I'm damn excited abt this... Bobby my co-star is a fanstastic guy and the whole team is so enthusiastic and happy, I'm sure we are gonna have as much fun as I had in my previous films, getting to learn a lot thses days, information Overload....;)
Everyday is a new discovery of my life, long way back when i gave one of my 1st interview, I started introspecting after every conversations i had with people, in the process of letting people know who im, i was knowing myself actually, i was enjoying this process of knowing myself more and more everyday, i started being happy in my own space, my own little world i have created, hmmmm but that made me get very few friends in return... thats a diff story altogether...
so in the process of discovery i realized that i have made my passion into my work my hobby has turned into profession, so i never felt i was working.... it was a fun day every day i used to wake up for a shoot, outdoor shoots are like picnics...
but now since i have started acting, im taking my work as work to give it a clean pass, Passion has to meet work ethics and they have to convert into professionalism
even i believe that if one puts their heart and soul into their work one has to put in that extra effort to do the recheck of our actual path, just to be on the safer side, as later all we can say is Sorry..
thats a aggressive and extra smart way of working, i dont like keeping any stones unturned, to end things on a positive note and summing it it up nicely all i can say is follow ur heart, make him ur best friend and best critic and be positive...
attitude plays a very imp role in life, how we look at things how we seek things, what we take out of experiences, what we learn from the people we meet, and what decisions we make in our present, decides our future... so changing ones attitude his life wl change...
suddenly life takes a 180 degree turn in our life and we get confused what to do, we are left in no mans land, and we think like a new born baby, who is trying to grasp things in all new ways, Thats what exactly happened to me when FASHION happened to me, i didnt know what its gonna give me in return, how my life will change, which planet i will b residing on, or do i have to bury myself.... my situation was like an unborn baby, i had lot of guidances from few people, but eventually i had to play my own battle, there i stand alone, only support i got was a moral support, but that was enough, i made my way thru, had many people to thank for specially my director, Madhur Bhandarkar, the captain of the ship who takes care of the every species in the film...now i realized the advantage of working with a good intelligent director, another discovery... :)
hi here I am writing a few pieces straight from the heart... excuse me if may go on a different trip keep sending me ur responses as how do u find my pieces..
im sure u al know my journey - the way i started and all, lot of journo have written about it in my interviews but i think the best comes from the horses mouth.... will chat about that much later as for me its a cliché to start from ‘The Start’ and so on... as i always read a book from the last page i will start reverse, ya its surprising to read from reverse i try hard to read novels or the few books i have read in my life from pg 1 till the end.... but all the mags, news papers, tabloids or anything related to reading comes to my hand i read it in reverse, for that matter even interviews i read the last para then second last and so on... funny huh... but i hv found that it is the inborn quality of some of the most successful people in this world...but b4 i put that on record let me b successful in life 1st and talk abt this quality... also i shall tell u the names of those personalities later in my diary that will keep me posted who is following my diary regularly, im becoming quiet demanding i must say, but i personally like challenges in life... i have a habit of scooping everything right from the bottom in order to know it well and understand it fully...
now when i talk abt success and challenges for me it all falls into one space, space of life, we all hv to face this in our life in some way or other, and our attitude decides what comes 1st in our life success or challenge or both or they keep altering, and if they do that means u r rocking boss...
when i moved from pune to mumbai, i had no clue were im heading and what im looking for, all i know is to give in my best and be successful in whatever im doing, keeping the materialistic demands of life in mind...i followed my destiny sincerely, and still following it, being professional at al the given time in life, i do get influenced by lot of forces in life but some how manages to sustain further, i thought im going thru a lot but realized, this is Life... so i started enjoying it and the journey is ON... since then...